Well, so far, NOT so good..... I had a feeling it would be difficult for me to keep updated on this, but I will stick to it and hopefully when things calm down a bit, the posts will be more frequent.
Well, tonight looked like it was going to be a quiet night, by myself, once the girls went to bed. (By quiet, I mean me and the clicking of the keys on the computer while I did my homework-ahhh, my life.) Joe, as most of you know, is in Law School at BYU and some law group was having a camp out up the canyon. He was so excited to have a little time with Luke, doing "man" stuff. Luke was excited too, or so I thought, until this afternoon he asked me a very loaded question. "Mommy, are we going into the forest to camp?" "MmmHmm." I said cautiously, guessing what was coming. "Are there bears in the forest?" Ah crap-"Well.... yes Luke, but not where you'll be. Besides, bears are scared of people-we're so loud! You have nothing to worry about, Luke. Your daddy will keep you safe." He nodded and I breathed a sigh of relief, realizing that me and my alone time had barely made it out alive.
All was set, seats out of the back of the van, inflatable mattress-(hey, we don't claim to be hard core campers), and marshmallow. The girls and I waved goodbye and my quiet time started shortly after. There is something about being alone, these days, that I just love. Even if it's grocery shopping, at Wal-mart, at 10:30 at night, I am all for it. Maybe it's the lack of it that makes me crave it so badly. Who knows, but I was enjoying it, maybe too much, because not 2 hours after they left my phone starts to ring. The campsite was way out there, so I was surprised (and nervous) to see that it was Joe. When I picked up the phone, all he said was, "We're about 5 minutes from home." "Bears?" was my reply and like that, my evening alone shattered into a million tiny pieces all because of my need to feel honest.
Next time, I decided, I would lie!!
Friday, September 28, 2007
Sunday, September 23, 2007
My attempt at Journaling
Well, I've decided to take a hop onto the blogging bandwagon. I don't claim to be a scrapbooker, even in the slightest. So, this is my attempt at clinging to the many memories life is giving me, which will undoubtably be forgotten in a matter of days. We'll see how this goes... Wish me luck.
P.S. Will someone please tell me why I'm not allowed to use exclaimation points?
P.S. Will someone please tell me why I'm not allowed to use exclaimation points?
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